I wanted to honor Tyr for a friend of mine the other day. During my morning devotion I let Loki know, He nodded but immediately deferred me to Heimdallr and went on with His other issues.

During my devotion to Heimdallr I mentioned I was going to honor Tyr later. He looked at me questioningly. I did meet Tyr quite a few months ago via Heimdallr, we had discussed Fenrir and I was to think on a few things and come back to him. I just hadn’t been ready yet.

I told Heimdallr my intent wasn’t the conversation waiting, I wanted to honor Tyr and pray for the strength of a friend in need. He nodded. I started on my adorations but He cut me short. I had an appointment and he told me I needed to ensure I had plenty of time to get ready.

He then held out his hand. I took it and went through the swirling grey I’ve grown accustomed to and found myself on a rough, rocky ledge near the ocean. ‘Another beach,’ I mentioned. ‘Yes, ‘ He smiled, ‘it’s a border.’ He led me along the ledge, jumping down rock edges traveling along and edging closer to the water. Usually He just walks in His easy, long legged pace and I have to keep up but this time at every ledge He turned and helped me down. I grinned, teasingly asked Him why He was being such a gentleman, ‘I like having you in my arms.’ I blushed and we continued on.

We eventually came near the water . He stopped and made a small hand motion; in front of me a glowing Tiewaz appeared on the rocks. I knew what was happening, our Nordic gatekeeper Heimdallr had opted to facilitate a meet rather than just have me honor Tyr on my own.

I walked forward on my own and saw Tyr walking towards me in the distance. Tyr looks very  much the warrior to me. He has scabbards and leather and hides, His body is muscular and scarred. He has a sense of firmness tempered with the kind of gentleness that only comes from great strength.

We met and said hello. I told Him why I was there, that I hadn’t come to disturb him but to make a petition for a friend for strength and comfort. We talked briefly on this, I thanked Him and turned to go but He stopped me.

He said, ‘I can see Fenrir’s marks on you.’ I looked down. I have some mixed feelings on this. Loki and Heimdallr have both directed me to Fenrir at times and I know I will be working with Him more. I know this, at least here on Midgard, to be controversial. He put His hand on my shoulder and said, ‘It’s alright. I spent much time with Fenrir.’ He looked at His stump. ‘I’ve made my own sacrifices to Him, looks as though you have your own cutting to do.’

I began to tear, there are some emotions there. He sat me down on the rocks and we looked at the water. He put an arm around my shoulders and kindly said, ‘Everybody forgets, or hasn’t realized, that in order to bind Him, in order to know what to sacrifice to ensure He caused no harm, I had to know Him. We had to have a rapport.’

He paused a moment to let the words sink in, ‘In order to do what needed to be done, I had to love Him.’

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Fenrir’s role is typically just seen as one of the monster, the ravener that needs be bound and forgotten. We must remember that mythology has messages on many levels. Every one of us has a small Fenrir within, we all have our dark spots. To just ignore they exist, to deny those patches within does not do ourselves justice, respect, nor love. We all have internal rages, jealousies, and episodes of lonely despair. They are a part of us just as Fenrir is a part of the Nordic mythology. To manage our own tempests we must accept these troubles. We must develop a rapport with them, we must embrace and love them,  in order to know what needs to be sacrificed to manage and control the beast within.
Cledon
3/11/2012 09:20:15 am

This is beautiful and so very true. I've never thought of Fenrir in this context and now I always will. Thank you.

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Salena
3/11/2012 07:27:34 pm

You're very welcome.

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Eric S
3/12/2012 09:57:33 am

I look forward to more talks on this in the future. I see Fenrir as Destruction and the kind of Boundless Rage that is all consuming. There is a reason Fenrir is bound and must be. This does not make him evil, it is more the nature of things. However, there are lessons there. They just are VERY hard ones.

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Salena
3/12/2012 10:13:35 am

Thank you Eric. I do think more discussion on Fenrir needs to happen- there are lessons we as a populace tend to ignore through either religious tradition or thought, fear, or discomfort. His topic will make appearances occasionally, the article I sent you will be up within a few weeks (have to decide on how to alphabetize it with the PBP).

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3/15/2012 04:55:55 am


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3/15/2012 04:56:12 am


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9/4/2012 03:58:26 am

I am so glad I found this article ! Gosh... nobody seems to work with Heimdallr, Tyr (and Thor)... who were the first to come to me ! I prayed Loki for the devotional month, and he was there... but so distant. And at the end, I was rushed through a swirling of Thor-Tyr-Heimdall and had no references, no info to understand what was happening and who I was dealing with. So I'm interested in the synchronicity here, that you work with this "group" that often is presented like antagonistic (Loki/Heimdall/...)

Plus, your story is moving me deeply, because I experienced similar... "feelings" of the Gods, it looks 'real' to me you know ? Heimdall and Tyr sound like the H and T I met myself. Plus... I've been told the same story by Tyr, this is bewildering. I've been arguing with friends who were happily insulting Tyr of being a traitor.... and in my heart I was crying because he LOVED Fenrir....


So your story is really precious.

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